Hmmm, I feel like I if I said in previous journal "It probably can't be even worse" and life responded "challenge accepted"
So what now? Oh, of course, my mom isn't perfectly fine and the cause is weirder and weirder. Her body will be never okay but she is alive, right?
Hmmm, but family is more than mom, right? So others need theirs problems too, like cancer... and robbery. Why the hell had my father big cash with him?! Why cash? Oh... Never mind T_T
Next is... oh, right right - leukemy... By beloved Kachaba has leukemy. No one gave her chanses of surviving night. I was with her and pray for her life and... She is alive! Its like miricles are sometimes real thing
Hmmm, next is... some easier problem. My long time disfunctional notebook and mobile died... together O_o
You know, its okay as long, I have one or other one... but both? And what is better - when I am going to brigade for month where I must stay? Not able to call someone, to be surfing on the Internet? For me, it isn't problem but I had and have my debts so... I was banned from ACEOfursXchange... It was like my world is going to end but... but then it went okay. Who mind, right? These things happend. What is important for me is that I draw those pictures and they are with me so I can scan them someday in the future.
(By the way, we still don't have money from that brigade T___T )
The other thing is I pissed Ilya and I am so shamed, that I didn't conjure things out better and faster... :/
oh and yes, then I was without a mobile and PC, I was still looking for place where to live in Olomouc... It was probably even worse than... than what? Ah. I don't like vision of me sleeping under bridge, you know? X)
But we managed to get really nice room. I has its 'but's but it is okay for now :3
There is so much more to by crying about but... oh, why am I writing it there? My childish artistic soul needs to tell you I am not dead and I am still drawing and painting and I want you to look after my art... Its weird but I hate doing it for myself (still knowing this is the real spirit of art, doing it for yourself)... So, see you soon again, my beloved watchers!
(I hope I can write there soon and not with month or more delay.)